Just thought I would say hi.
It’s been a few days and I did say I would try and write on here more.
It’s been a good a not too bad few days.
- Been to the gym everyday ✔️✔️✔️✔️
- Done CogMed each morning ✔️✔️❌✔️
- Leg & arm stretching ✔️❌✔️✔️
- Hand work ✔️❌❌❌
- Taking tablets ✔️❌✔️✔️
- Washing up ✔️❌✔️✔️
These things I had put on a list of tasks I must do everyday. As you can see I’m not perfect everyday but who is? The worst offender is my hand. I can’t seem to get the communications between hand and brain to work ( and before you people reading this think “obviously you can’t get them to work you had a stroke”! I know that I mean the line of communication that were open see firmly shut right now)!! So that has been quite a struggle for me. Then more they don’t work the more frustrated I get. Which then grows into a tantrum with a bit of self loathing thrown in for good measure. You can’t beat a bit of self loathing and not being able to think of the words to insult yourself with!!
I’m going to see the physiologist tomorrow. Angus is his name. I don’t know what will go on. I’ve been waiting since end of last year. Is it weird that I’m looking forward to it???
Anyway I need some sleep now.